After
one of the first sessions:
I
FEEL SO INCREDIBLE I can't believe it! My foot (after a month
of gout) is feeling so much better. I'm walking again! During
the last session I could feel the energy thru out my body but
where there was pain I couldn't feel energy. After an hour of
breathing I felt small sensations, a trickle of energy started
moving into the blockages of pain. The thought that the pain is
going to increase crossed my mind. With Julia's coaching I recognized
it as fear and resistance and allowed myself to be with it and
even go into it deeper. My fear of facing it fell away. It released
and I could feel the energy flow into the
blockages.
During the session I would stop breathing every other minute.
Julia had to bring me back to my breathing continuously. I wanted
her to leave me alone but thank god she was relentless. Not facing
it fed it like a monster but now I know that it is OK monster.
I love you to. I still carry a little fear so my next challenge
is doing it alone. I can't wait to go into that one.
Thank you angel I felt so safe with you. I don't know if there
was anyone else that I could have opened up to it so easily. It
was ok for me to feel inadequate, helpless, fearful because I
new you were there to hold me if I needed it. You are unconditional
love. Bless you.
After
another session:
"Today it seemed so much easier to breathe, at least until
the end of the session where I encountered my fear of cancer and
death. At first my body felt rigid but Julia helped me relax my
shoulders, focus on my breath and let go of resistance. Resistance
came up in every form but I learned to surrender. Cease trying
to control everything. To have faith in Love and to be OK with
not knowing. Just allowing, accepting and relaxing into it all.
This must be true compassion for all that is.
The
initial rigidity and fear of death passed. It faded into the breath.
It was almost effortless.
At
the end of the session I could have continued breathing unlike
before. It used to end with me not being able to take anymore.
But now I could have gone forever.
After
the session my body felt released from all past trauma. I could
feel every habitual tension pulsating with relief. Tensing and
releasing, tensing and releasing. My body quivered with life that
it didn't know before. Energy flowed through me in quivering pulses.
I opened my eyes like seeing the world for the first time. The
ceiling seemed so amazing. Everything seemed so amazing! My body
felt totally relaxed. Each moment was like the first in my life.
Fortunately I didn't have to relearn how to walk. It all slowly
came back as if I had done it before. So this is why it's called
rebirthing.
Surrendering
in humility is very powerful. It resolves all that is into all
that I am.
Thanks
Julia. Your unconditional love allowed me to open and feel safe.
I was able to quit holding back and allowed myself to flow with
all there is.
I feel so alive!"
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