My dear friend,
In my last blog post I mentioned that Breath of Love was going through massive changes… or rather that I am going through a huge letting go right now. Yes, everything in my life is being surrendered. It’s a phase of death and rebirth. It is a time to move deeply inward, not because I have a destination or an agenda to get somewhere but because it is simply a pull – a very strong and powerful pull. Where? Why? I don’t know. It’s a pure mystery, and the invitation is to trust and surrender. Every place where I resist it, and try to hold on to my old life or a previous understanding of my world feels increasingly more uncomfortable… even unbearable at times.
It’s like there is less and less of a gray zone available here. It has become rather black and white for me. Either I fully surrender to my Spirit’s Guidance, the Divine River carrying me into the depths of its unprecedented mystery, or I hold on to my personal agendas. And, the holding on feels simply miserable.
My ego, of course, is still doing it’s very best to keep grasping for certain ideas how things should be, working hard to carry them forward, trying to plan where I will be living in a couple of months, or where my income is going to be coming from next year. It also would love to know about my loving relationships unfolding in a certain way. Yet, it seems like I am more and more loosing my capacity to hold on to those ideas and desires.
It’s so strange that although my ego is trying very hard to make me happy it somehow keeps missing the point that the only way into my deepest fulfillment is through a complete surrender of its attachment to how things ‘should’ be. The only way now is to surrender to That which keeps pulling me inward. And, the best way I can describe it is a ‘Mystery’. I don’t know how or where it will guide me. It’s always a surprise. When I am fully trusting it, and completely open to it, it becomes a sweetest experience of nourishment, care and union.
When I am fully surrendered to this Divine Mystery, the River of Eternal Harmony, I feel oneness and love for all life everywhere, and nothing is missing, nothing is off. All is well and all radiates with infinite beauty and profound sacredness. Why would I want to give priority to anything else but that? There is nothing that could fulfill me more.
So, this is where I am right now in my life – I am asked to fully surrender to this Powerful Pull, and let go completely of everything I know myself to be, everything I know Breath of Love to be, everything I have planned and aspired to, everything I thought would nourish me… It is time to simply surrender and let the River of Grace guide my way moment to moment.
It’s a new initiation. Scary, Unknown, exciting and deeply humbling. Spirit is in charge and I give it all over to God from here… and to our Breath of Love practitioners tribe. They will be the channels, the teachers, the leaders and the organizers now. I am so very grateful for that. I have always been the one motivating everyone forward in our tribe. Now it is time for our practitioners to be empowered to step up and shine their brightest on their own too.
Before I completely retreat into the new wave of surrender and openness, I will be offering our LAST public event – Embody True Peace in Marin, CA May 4-7th. It will be a celebration of the profound grace and blessings of the Breath of Love journeys, transmissions and teachings as they have been offered till now. This retreat is meant especially for those of you who have been feeling the calling to come to our live events, and for different reasons got distracted from doing it. It is also a last chance to join us in the Breath of Love practitioner certification course which I am still clearly guided to hold space for.
There is no more time left to get distracted. There is nothing more important at this time than to follow the profound wisdom of your Soul and let it show you the way to the places, opportunities and people that can bring you into the highest alignment with your purpose, with your true capacity for EASE and JOY in your life, and with the deepest remembering of who you are and why you are here. When you are in this alignment, everything in your life becomes an effortless flow of grace – relationships, jobs, opportunities, finances, physical health.
After you have gone through the activation of your light body and life purpose at the Embody True Peace, there will be a powerful period of integration taking place. It will unfold one layer at the time, one area of your life at the time to keep it as easy and enjoyable as possible. When you will look back at your life 6 months from the Embody True Peace, you will be absolutely amazed how everything has powerfully shifted for the better. You will see a flow of synchronicities, effortless opportunities, beauty and love filling your reality in a whole new way.
It’s a pure flow of miracles that is available to you know. Simply choose to step into it. Listen to your Heart’s Intelligence and let it show you the way. If you feel a joyous excitement about being at the Embody True Peace – this is your Heart’s wisdom saying YES. Listen to it. Choose to trust it. Step out of your mind’s doubts and distractions, and choose to live from the infinite intelligence and wisdom of your Inner Knowing.
When ready, click here to register: Embody True Peace in Marin, CA
I am here to serve and support you with all my heart.
With much love and gratitude,
Julia
PS: Please leave your comments below. As always, I love reading them!
Thank you so much Julia!
Thank you for being so forth coming and honest with your thoughts and feelings. Thank you for the love and creativity you’ve shared with the world these past years. I congradulate you for letting go and embracing yourself and falling into the loving flow. Even when we don’t know where it is taking us it is where the potential for love and beautiful change live take place. You are walking the talk and living what you practice. Thank you for being a hero, thank you for following your heart, and thank you for being so giving and sharing to of us with your gifts.
When I was first introduced to the breath of love that night. The universal flow completely opened up to me beyond any limitations i could possibly imagine and I found myself in pure creativity and potential. My heart instantly told me I was to become a practitioner. Since that short time I have chosen to stay with my heart and enjoy the fearless, and limitless place it connected me to. I was reconnected in a different session and my body has been further detoxing. The light and love has been flowing even more vibrantly then before. I am so excited at attending the May event and look forward to the practitioner program. My own financial business has been developing and each new step shows up right after I complete the current task.
In Light and Love,
David
Thank you for leading the way into the unknown, Julia. We, the confused, need a leader who knows nothing, to lead us into the unknown, where we have no wisdom but to breathe and love. And who better than you? When I was shot and almost killed, a clear voice came to me and said, “Stay awake, and keep breathing.” Good advice anytime. May the path open magically before you, surprising you with its gentleness and rightness.
Dearest Julia.
I completely relate to what you are experiencing. I feel like I am in this void of passion. Everything I “do” seems so fleeting and temporary and what used to light me up just doesn’t light me up anymore. I know I am here to surrender and yet my “monkey mind” chatter keeps the discomfort present. I know I am here to serve, I know I am here to awaken myself and others, I know I am here to step off the cliff and fly. Yet my self critic keeps yacking at me, that I should be doing more, serving more, reaching more people. And I just can’t seem to get the energy or excitement or passion to “get out there”, wherever “there” is. You know I am a people person but I have been insulated and hibernating. I have at least created the most amazing Beloved to remind me of the TRUTH everyday. He constantly gives me permission to just “BE” where I am at with no judgment. God Bless him. And God Bless you for standing in your truth and honoring your process. I love you beautiful Goddess. xoShara
Thank you so much Julia for your beautiful sharing.
It feels so right.
In love and joy
Dennis
Haven’t met you, but feeling the same opportunity to give it all to God now
Breathing love in this Magical Whoa?ment
Julia, all I know for sure about you is this: wherever you go, love is there with a deep power that provides a context for personal growth and understanding. I met you once two years ago and I can still feel and love who you are. I have tremendous faith that your choices are appropriate for you and that your impact will continue to be valuable to others.
If you ever come to the uk and I can help you with Hypnotherapy Julia, let me know. Javier. SunshineHypnosis.co.uk
I also feel this tremendous pull that I have resisted for a long time. It has gotten so painful holding on. My body is revolting. I let go and move into a new life.
Julia, I am also deeply resonating, and your words brought much needed clarity and peace to my being this morning when I was struggling with some “should be” thoughts. It is so much easier to truly surrender indeed. But it also an art that we have to master again and again, always reminded of the great mysterious power that only asks to be given a chance to transform us, comfort us, exhilarate us, make us remember who we are.
Yes, Julia, All of what you say I know to be true know. I have been going through similar occurrences over the past year and the flow of synchronicity and joy is heightening and there are so many magical ways that life is now unfolding in harmony, beauty, resonance and abundance. Wow, I have not known this way for so a great while. Thanks for letting go and moving into the unknown. You are a magical being and will emerge in a sparkly new magical form when you do. I hope I’m nearby and get to see myself reflected in that divine glow once we re-connect. I trust we’ll connect at The NeXus or somewhere before you disappear into the egoless divine being that you are! Blessings sister. It’s an honor to have finally met you.
Brad
thank you… thank you… thank you… thank you, everyone. thank you.
I don’t Know!~~~~ <3
I surrender!
Thank you!